One isnt most vulnerable when one is asleep.
One is most vulnerable when she trust the people around her and throw away the shield that is used to protect her.
One is most vulnerable to the people close to her.
They know you so well they know where are your weak points they can hit on.

So, shiyan wants to return to herself a long time ago.
When she closes her door and build a wall in her heart.
Then, nobody can hurt her.
&She wont cry her eyes out to stuffs that mean so much to her but seemed so minor to others that they can not even think twice before saying.
Shiyan wont use her heart to think anymore.
She will use her brain though it wont be productive.

Momo once told me that its during crisis that people take out their mask from the masquerade ball of life.
Now, i see.
The true colours in life.

Accidents happen all the time. Lil boys and girls have no idea where they pick up their ball is somewhere dangerous called the ROAD. i wish i can be there to save him/her. Then the car would probably hit me so hard that it either bring me to heaven or let me lose all the painful memories.
A weakling is someone who only wish to escape from reality without thinking of consequences. I admit im a weakling. &the sadder fact is im a loser weakling, knowing the consequences but still wants to escape, hoping that i can escape all the consequences as well.

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