ah. so nice. the air smells so fresh &nice.
aww. its rainin &my feets are freezing.
but still kinda bu she de to put on a jacket or sthg.
cus the wind is too wonderful to miss.
aww.
ytd christmas was kinda v bad.
at night had steamboat.
then i gt allergy.
eeyer. v uncomfortable.
then still shock dian.
hates.
this christmas is the worst so far.
but still rmb-in so many loved ones.
&it rained too.
so all in all not tt bad la.
but SANTA's fake.
JESUS is real.
but i still love u SANTA.
(:
ok im chatting wit KELVIN CHOONG jia kang? now.
omg i miss him so much.
in fact i miss the THEN him la.
ok as in nt tt i dun miss the present him.
i just miss the past him more.
ok crap. its STILL THE SAME.
ok no. its not the same.
i still miss the pri sch days.
they were majorly fun.
nthg to worry abt.
just live life happy.
as we grow up, more &more stuff kp rushing towards us.
hais.
tahahas. he was ma crush.
i was his crush too okay?
tahahs. that was like so long ago.
4yrs liao. hais. time flies.
gotta admit it.
i rmb b4 we gt PSLE results, he sms-ed me.
'what if we cant get into the same sec sch tgt?'
i replied 'no way. we will squeeze in, no matter what. dun wry we will be tgt.'
tahahas. in the end scattered till like tt.
but its ok la. nt bad. at least aft a long time when we ppl come tgt still can xu xu ju(:
oh man. i miss lim mio kia.
oh just found out my grandma's name is mio kia too.
man im not gonna let another mio kia just go away.
so man, God u gotta take care of ma grandma. thanks(:
the other day my grandma was hospitalized bcos of her feng shi bing.
then i went to visit her at like 11pm.
she still woke up to talk to me.
then its like she still tried to use mandarin to talk to me.
i know i know. i know teochew.
dun worry.
hias. she seemed so lonely.
i tot old ppl v easily get along w ppl de?
but no leh. she doesnt have any frens in the rm.
hehs. then i ran down to the nearby closing kopitiam to get her some toast.
man she must be hungry.
anw, i just hate the smell of the hospital.
it smells so bad, so awful.
so badly, awfully, sad.
i tried to breathe as lil as i cud.
yucks hate it hate it.
ok i gt so carried away.
anw, just now was talkin to monster.
he was like sayin must cherish him.
but i said. no way, impossible, like many ppl say, shi qu le cai hui dong de zhen xi.
yeahs. its true. dunno how to cherish. ME ME ME. tts me!
but ppl, pls stop leaving me.
pls stay. stay. stay.
i told momo death rates are increasingly high as i grow up.
she said act ppl are dyin at the smae rate.
just tt i gt mur &mur matured to realise their deaths.
perhaps its true.
my priest said everday, on a avg, 40 ppl die.
aiyo so its like 1 die= many many many cry.
so 40 die = many many many X 40 cry leh.
): how come it works like this?
why cant everyone starts their lives at the same time &end at the same time too?
then there wun be sadness &grief.
hias.
i still got alot of hmk.
i btr go pia.
gud nights(: