ytd night, i v sad.
kept cryin.
gor suddenly told me 'me& angela may nt last tt long aft all'
then he showed me her msgs.
it wrote sthg like 'eh u still rmb me ar? i tot u gt ur sis den dun need me liao', 'u always make me feel tt ur sis is mur impt than me', 'she come back frm camp, then we dun need go out le lo, cus u surely pei her de'
): then i feel like im the 'third party'.
she dun understand.
nobody does.
unless u lose someone close.
we lost our dad.
tt kinda makes me, gor, &momo xiang yi wei ming.
we dun wish to lose another one agn.
we love and treasure each other mur than anyone else.
although sometimes we can be mean to each other, but deep in our hearts, we love each other. so very much.
this love. offers no place for anyone to compare.
my gor. he is playin the role of 3ppl.
1. my brother
2. my dad
3. my fren
can u imagine how difficult it is?
he knows, he knows.
im always lonely &alone.
he wants to arrange mur time to pei me.
he wants to protect me, love me.
tt explains the love in us.
dont make him cry.
he dont cry.
guys dont cry.
he'll just hide his feelings.
which will hurt so much. so so much.
dont hurt him.
please dont hurt him.
this time i cant help him cry.
so pls pls pls dun upset him dun hurt him.
im sorry.
i'll do athg in return for his happiness.
pls love him.
he rly rly loves you.
ta bi shen me ren dou hai yao ai ni.
):
i love him so much.
hugs<3
