today went to westmall w xina and jiayi.
she went to but her zinc bag.
then we kana guailan by the annoying shopkeepers.
yeahs. then xina kana summoned for sthg.
rly suay. but im so sorry.
then we went my hse to collect earsticks.
jiayi is so bi tt he got 2ear-pierceings.
okays& his ear was bleeding shit can?
then we went xina's hse.
jiayi was so depressed!
AWW so heart wrenching!
but there's nthg i can do.
only his tt someone can help him get out of this terribly fugly state.
AWW tts kinda ridiculous. whatever.
xina also very depressed td.
its the first time she ever talked abt suicide stuff w me.
sorry baby]:
ytd i cried like a loser. a total loser.
i cried for almost 2hrs.
i was so upset.
over most of the things in my life.
my life's in shit.
everybody's in low spirit nowadays.
esp during the over ct days whereby we get our lousy results.
okays la. then ytd jiayi needed so much peace he actually agreed to accompany me to church.
he fell asleep there so it doesnt make any difference.
anw i rly think the spkr was so boring.
but i dare nt slp. yeahs u shld know why la.
its basic courtesy.
yupps. i bet half of the population in church thinks jiayi is my bf.
they're gonna confront me so soon. so i mght as well tell u now then he's a BI.
wa. then he got piercings-.- so beng.
should have looked decent. like me. totally. i looked so decent ytd.
(:
49 days to ur leave.
&uleavemecryingforever
